You've been allowing the paperwork to scare you.
Realize that you're fumbling and falling in self-doubt.
What are you unsure of?
Do you not work as hard as the others?
Are you not as good at your work?
Why do you think they won't appreciate YOU as much?
Do you think you're less presentable?
Work on it then!
Why visualize an uncomfortable setting?
In considering yourself undeserving, you're being foolish.
